Monday, May 16, 2011

Thwarted

Research is just destined to go nowhere today.  I've been to the cleanroom twice and each time the equipment I need to use has been occupied with no end in sight.  It would be nice if users would mention when they'll be done with something instead of just leaving me to guess and get frustrated.

Also, my cleanroom safety glasses disappeared.  Not sure how that happened.  I'm hoping they show up again.

Unrelated, I'm having a really hard time finding the motivation to reach some goals I have.  I should probably cave and tell Blue these goals so that he can help me and be my motivation, but it turns out I'm weirdly stubborn when it comes to personal goals.  I feel like I can do it all on my own.  This rarely works, temporally or spiritually.  I don't want to be humble and admit that I need to change and that I need help.  Yes, I need to get better at relying on others.

Unrelated again, am I the only LDS wife whose blog isn't totally decked out in "cuteness"?  I like the simplicity of our blog.  In fact I firmly believe in it.

Can you tell that I'm feeling inadequate for some reason?

1 comment:

  1. I appreciate the simplicity of your blog! You wouldn't take a regular website seriously if it were covered in flowers, buttons, and paisley swirl! Mine only goes so far as a wood grain background, and even that I question. I have a friend (LDS married) whose blog is also uncute. It has a white background with simple lines and fonts. She went to design school, so take that as a standard!

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